Mr. Shimaoka,
I want you to get a gold medal.
I regret I fell in love with you. It is not a bad feeling, because when I
read “Josei Jisin” (female weekly magazine) article about you, it showed how
you always carried a photograph to Munich of the person you will marry in 2
– 3 years. This disappointed me. I dreamed of standing by you. It is very
hard for me to look at you and your team practicing. At one time you took my
hand in my dream. It flabbergasted me. In my dream I said I am not a man.
Don’t hold my hand. But your hand was very warm and large. After I dreamed
of this, I became a fan of yours. I am in love with you. I have to forget
about this pretty soon. If I have to forget about you, I am fearful of
falling in love with you.
Now Tokyo is in winter and very cold. I am going to make a scarf for you.
May I knit a scarf for you ? What kind of girlfriend do you have ? Is she
cute, etc. ? I wish you luck. Does Mr. Morita have a girlfriend and Yokota ?
If you never have a girlfriend it is very strange, isn’t it ? I will forget
about you completely. However, I want you to be very happy. I will send you
fan letters. Please answer my fan letters. You can reject my offer of a
scarf. If you want it, though, I still will knit it. I am waiting for your
answer. Lastly, I wish you win a gold medal. I pray for this every day.
Ikuko Sakami
849-13 Gyosai, Kasaishima-City
Saga Pref
Age 14
I am waiting for your return mail. I am sorry I write you this impolite
letter. Don’t hold that against me.
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